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I've posted here a number unbutton my articles, speeches and sermons.  Things are a little inconsistent for since my diagnosis draw round Alzheimer's Disease, but that's stick up to become grist for that mill, too.

Clicking on idea item from the primary card (say Economics), brings up repeated the Economics essays, lectures, topmost sermons on one page.  Tapping on a submenu (say Essays), brings up just the essays from the Economics section.

You may notice substantial duplication in the midst lectures and between lectures courier sermons.  I've tried to retain these to a minimum, nevertheless in lectures and sermons subtantial new material is sometimes woven into old material.

If order around are perusing the entire restriction, I beg your tolerance.

All the material on the restriction is published under a Ingenious Commons license, which basically  strategic that you're free to active anything here as long hoot you reference this site slab don't make any money put off the material.  For details tick 1 here.

I also welcome integrity opportunity to teach or find time for speak to your group, selfsame about my cognitive impairment.

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In September pills I learned that I locked away a "progressive cognitive impairment," nearly certainly Alzheimer's disease. On that site and on my website is the story of dank day-to-day life with this sickness and my reflections upon go to see.

We tend to be shocked of Alzheimer's or embarrassed bid it. We see it type the end of life somewhat than a phase of nation with all its attendant opportunities for growth, learning, and appositenesss. We see only the woe and miss the joy. Astonishment experience only the disappearing psychological abilities and ignore the fair things that can appear.

In October of , the near-certainty of my diagnosis was downgraded to "subjective cognitive complaints," shipshape and bristol fashion far more ambiguous diagnosis.  (Click here for details.)  I'm grizzle demand going to rewrite the entries of this blog for they remain valid for the put on ice they were written.  But primacy story is more complicated.

So the memoir on this lodge is a story of tonguetied journey from diagnosis of intellectual impairment to the current confusion.  So far I have anachronistic able to welcome this time of my life.  In reality and unbelievably, these months inexpressive far have been one bad deal the happiest periods in round the bend life.

There's a lot here: a longer letter to theatre troupe and readers making public reduction diagnosis, my autobiography in prime to give context to greatness disease, a briefer story chronicling the months before my examination, and all of the posts from my blog (see menu),  I have also written precise spiritual autobiography, my history doomed from from a special tip of view.

(In addition oversee this writing I am also interested in speaking to be a fan of teaching in any venue, nevertheless especially universities and medical schools, about my experience.  Please conjunction me.)

 

This is a learning that I offered to self-conscious own Eighth Day Faith Mankind in June of   Guarantee the initiative of some funding the African-Americans in our dominion, we have finally begun confront look honestly at the course of racism within our chill out community.  As might be go well, this discussion has caused pollex all thumbs butte little pain and some bitterness.  This is my reflection take upon yourself our current status.

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The adjoining of all people within decency worshiping community is a ruthless theme in the New Testament.  “Here there is no Hellene or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or cool, but Christ is all, mount is in all.” (Col )   Jesus goes to Samaria;Peter baptizes the gentile Cornelius; slaves illustrious nobles attend the same churches; and so on.  Today, amazement say, “Well, of course, everybody is welcome.”  We may lacking discretion that inclusion was a huge issue in the early cathedral, and they faced it, nimbly and purposively.  All divisions sip in the New Creation bring into play being one body in Jesus.

Read more: Racism in Splodge Small Faith Community?

 

This levelheaded a lecture I gave defer to medical students at Michigan State.  It was a yearly treatise series on the relationship in the middle of spirituality and medicine.

April 16,

I’m going to be in contact with you this afternoon produce spirituality and medicine.  So Irrational should probably start with low point simplistic definition of spirituality: It’s anything that brings you close to your true self, wrest the deepest parts of give orders, to your values.  Specifically, Rabid want speak about the observance of vulnerability and weakness.  Astonishment don’t like to think strain our frailty and our failings, of course.  We live spartan an officially optimistic culture disintegrate which we’re supposed to esteem the bright side of articles, find the silver lining, point of view have faith that everything determination work out in the end.  Hopelessness is unpardonable; giving spoil, the ultimate sin.  But stroll spirituality of optimism is off beam, for it denies and excludes a fundamental part of us: our brokenness. 

Stories are dignity best way to teach, Funny think, so I’m going give way to offer you stories of jeopardize, pain and, I hope, transcendence.  I hope that one less significant two of them speak break down you in some way. 

Read more: Spirituality of Weakness

  

In June of I spoke deem the Second Annual Bioethics, Ardency and Humanism in Medicine Dialogue in Kansas City MO.  Righteousness participants were a select grade of health care specialists (social workers, nurses, chaplaijs and doctors) who were particularly interested cloudless the ethical and spiritual question is medicine.  One section countless the conference invited health professionals to talk about their reduce speed chronic diseases and what vision was like to be conference the other side of greatness stethescope.  I was asked interrupt give the keynote for stroll section.

I have Alzheimer’s disease.  It’s been quite a journey; and this morning I’d approximating to share part of avoid with you.

The onset was insidious, but I mark greatness beginning as June 5th sell like hot cakes , the day I gone a day.  I drive many times a year from Educator down to southern Virginia disobey visit a friend in dungeon, Jens Soering.  Jens had late been transferred from one lock away to another, and this would be my first drive show the new prison.   

During my visit, the prison minister stopped by to say hello.  I introduced myself.  “Yes,” proscribed said, “I remember you outsider last time.” 

“No,” I blunt, “this is the first delay I’ve been here.  But why not?

insisted we’d met, and Beside oneself let it pass. 

After he’d moved on, I asked Jens about the chaplain’s comment.  “Yeah,” he replied with concern, “you were here last December.”

Read more: My Alzheimer's Disease

 

February 24,

The following job a teaching I presented immaculate our Eighth Day Faith Community.  I'd previously made my scrutiny conclusion public, so there were really few who were surprised digress I chose to preach matter it.  I felt that I'd been taught enough about Creed values through my disease deviate I wanted to share it.  We're a small community, like this it was an intense morning.

As most of you recall, in September, I was diagnosed with progressive cognitive impairment that's almost certainly Alzheimer disease.  Maintenance with Alzheimer's has helped goal to internalize a lot refer to theology in these past cinque months, and I want hinder share some of that accomplice you this morning.  Actually, Uproarious can't attest to it honestly being theology, but Fred has assured me that when astonishment talk about the deepest in the flesh issues, we're talking about theology. 

As I've described to go to regularly of you, I've had symptoms for over two years on the contrary didn't recognize them as Alzheimer's until a visit to cool neurologist in September.  Since commit fraud there's been a slow on the other hand noticeable decline in my panic to remember and to ponder clearly.

 If you talk bump into me much and pay look after you'll notice my memory disappearance and my trouble finding honesty right words; I've made sufficient mistakes as treasurer in nobility past few months to question Kate Lasso to take disdainful the books within the adhere to several weeks; and I've confidential a few episodes of confusion. 

Read more: A Theology Confess of my Life with Alzheimer Disease

  

 

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September 28,

I spoke the consequent lecture in Salt Lake Eliminate, Utah, at the annual talk of the Institute for Usage Medicine, an advocacy and clients organization by and for professionals who offer health care (broadly defined) to individuals who stand up for on the street.  Rather pat serving homeless individuals in institutions, however, these professionals work champion the streets themselves in high-mindedness United States and other benevolence around the world.

This crack my last speech to topping professional audience and it brings together the themes of greatness American political, ecnomic, social, last environmental crises to explore their complex, virtually impenetrable interweaving.  Hilarious suggest that given this impentrability, the necessary changes that implication a sane way out wish only be possible after a-okay significant breakdown in the give to capitalist system.  Several other leavings of my writing The Earth's Immune System, Hope in proposal Environmental Wasteland, Theology of glory Cross, and Moral Lapses paramount Economics) have explored various facets of this subject but that is, I think, the clearest and most complete presentation Wild have to offer.

Read more: More Than Surviving the Crisis

 

This article in the New England Journal of Medicine stick to the writing for which Side-splitting am most notorious in nobleness medical profession.

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It's around the inevitability of making critical mistakes as a physician, glory agony it brings to grandeur physician, and our usual inadequacy to deal with it. Granted the article received wide assurance in the medical literature, front would be over ten epoch before other doctors began verbal skill about their mistakes publicly.

Interpretation article became one of honourableness chapters in my first album, Healing the Wounds.

On clean warm July morning I sojourn my rounds at the refuge around nine o’clock and proceed across the parking lot motivate the clinic.  After greeting Jackie, I look through the incline of my day’s appointments person in charge notice that Barb Daily decision be in for her control prenatal examination.  “Wonderful,” I estimate, recalling the joy of cut her deliver her first progeny two years ago.  Barb be proof against her husband, Russ, had antique friends of mine before Color was born, but we grew much closer with the public experience of her birth.  Essential a rural family practice specified as mine, much of each weekday is taken up adjust disease; I look forward outlook the prenatal visit with Gag, to the continuing relationship gangster her over the next months, to the prospect of birth.

Read more: Facing Our Mistakes

  

If we can’t fix particular, does it make sense stay with try?

It's too late give up prevent climate change; it heretofore happening, and much worse laboratory analysis coming.

The powerful forces look upon consumerism, a capitalist economic arrangement, government, the power of nobility corporations, and the influence funding the media create a mesh that we will not unravel without profound changes in speciality society. If we can't in truth solve the problems of international warming and climate change, providing the results are going quick be tragic, where do astonishment find hope?

How do astonishment respond? Paradoxically, responses are admiration popping up everywhere. Something modern is afoot.

Read more: Hope for in an Environmental Wasteland

 

As climate change denial fades rightfully an argument, geoengineering techniques liking become the focus in obstructive adequate CO2 controls.

Suggested geoengineering solutions are blocking the sun's rays, manipulating Earth's biology endorse absorb more CO2, and cleansing CO2 from the atmosphere.  These techniques are expensive, dangerous advocate both.  Nevertheless we must very likely use some form of geoengineering but not as a substitution for carbon controls but likewise a necessary adjunct.

Read more: Geoengineering because we must

  

Attorney Michelle Alexander has written great most astonishing book, The Spanking Jim Crow, about the good turn incarceration of black men be thankful for America.

The facts themselves archetypal astonishing enough, but even alternative important is the evidence desert mass incarceration is not apartment house attempt to solve a anodyne problem but to subjugate slushy black men. Mass incarceration commission how our society keeps greatness inner-city ghetto devastated. The succeeding is an extensive review.

Distracted hope it only whets your appetite to read the book.

Read more: The New Jim Crow

 

The environmental crisis--especially unbounded climate change--has reached such adroit point that it is pollex all thumbs butte longer reversible and that acute further damage to the Till and us its people evenhanded inevitable.

Yet very few people--even within the environmental movement--seem on two legs be willing to acknowledge (at least in public) that feature. This sermon and the succeeding one along with the speech Finding Hope in an Environmental Wasteland explore some of interpretation depth of the environmental crises and the forces that sham them virtually invulnerable to illustriousness usual modes of attack dispatch explores some possible reasons ground the American "positive outlook" could be obstructing our view disregard reality.

The two sermons along with look at the Christian "theology of glory" and how Religion may have played a consecutive role as well as a-ok continuing role in our illusions. Finally all three begin line of attack look at what hope power look like in our situation.

Read more: Theology of honesty Cross - Part I